Costa Where?

So Matt left yesterday to go to Black Mesa for his Ornithology Class.

Ornithology = the study of birds. 

Well I have mentioned before he is a Environmental Studies nerd. : )
But I do love my nerd. Very much.

Anyways he left yesterday. The last time I heard his voice was 
Friday 10am. (okay so I did talk to him today for like 1 minute, but that doesn't count)
I had texted him through out the day but I was busy and I didn't
want to be that girl who has to be texting or calling all the time.
Well last night me and my friend took my sister out to dinner and a movie.
When the movie was  about to start I get a text from him saying
"this may be the last I love you for awhile."
(shut up if you are laughing right now, making fun of me.) ( :


I am thinking okay, I will get to talk to him later.
Oh no! I didn't get a text until 8:30 this morning.
Where he is staying is in a canyon and no cell service.
Not Okay.


Well I did get to text him a little today but
there was a period where he was out of service again.
Then I get another text.
(I couldn't talk to him because I was at work and it was 
pretty busy) 


But this afternoon was when I started getting really sad,
because you see, next January he will go to Costa Rica
for field studies for the WHOLE semester.
I don't know how I am going to do it.
He gets so mad at me because I am constantly thinking about it.
Which I shouldn't because that is in 9 months and I should
be just enjoying the time we have now. 


BUT I CAN'T!


It is always in the back of my mind.
Its just like today when we are in the same state
and I can't even talk to him, what am I going to do
next year?

I miss him.
I'm in need of some Matt right now.
And to think that this time next year I will be 
thinking back at this moment right now and 
laughing about how ridiculous I am being 
because that Randi, a year from now, will have been
in need of some Matt for 4 months....